What happened back then?
I still have no idea... I still dont understand...
He still is important to me... & my heart aches & my mind refuses to believe... 

so we might have gotten off the wrong shoe... we might have jut been caught off-guard. 

But there musta been something... hidden somewhere in our hearts... we should've known better... we should've understood...

Had-Been

How do you redefine something that never really had a name? - Savage Garden (I don't know you anymore)

How I relate to that... When you have that something & then suddenly you notice it's not there anymore; instead you have somethingelse still nameless, still strange & with no prospect of a definition. 

So the address was lying somewhere in my notepad... And I wondered what is was before and what it should be later on...